Dear P.
You came into my life when I wasn’t looking for anyone. You made me laugh, we had so much fun, we clicked from day one. You always told me I was beautiful, vibrant, amazing, and that no matter what your always going to have my back. Then one night you got on your knee in my bathroom with a ring you made out of wire. I said yes.
Fast forward six months and right now you are sleeping in living room floor and not next to me in our bed. You told your ex I asked you to marry me. You never tell me I’m pretty. You act like I’m a nobody. You have nothing, no money, home, car. I fell in love with your heart nothing else. But tonight seeing how you are, and trash talking me cause I’m white, calling me nigga, dude, ho, fool. Tonight I seen you through different eyes, tonight I realized just how much over you I am. I am not angry at you, because honestly I just feel sorry for you. You told me if I died you wouldn’t cry, sad thing is if you died I would be devastated. But I realized tonight that’s the difference between you and i, my heart’s huge and I’m not even sure you have one. So dear heart this foolish white girl nigga dude ho is so happy you’re going to jail because when you get out we will be more strangers to each each other than we already are.
One day when you grow the fuck up you will realize you threw the best thing that ever happened to you to the curb….
Ps. I hope your back hurts tomorrow…because I won’t even pretend to give a shit anymore.

Sincerely, bitch ass nigga ho white girl. ❤