Dear Terrell
When I first met you, you were different. You were not like the other guys, you treated me a lot better. Or so I thought, I still am so confused. The first month with you was heaven, but then it was on and off. We spent over a year together. I loved you and I don’t think you ever loved me.
It broke my heart when I found out about your ex. You talked so highly of her, even though you dated her four years ago and she cheated on you. It broke my heart to find out that four long years later you still have feelings for her. You always told me not to worry. Not to worry because she means nothing to you or because she would never take you back and is happy with another guy? After finding out about her I felt as though everything was a lie. I understand people have ex’s but you still have feelings for yours.
You always told me I was better, prettier and that she didn’t compare to me. But you lied. You only dated her for six months and loved her, you spent a year with me and could never make up your mind. Now I’m heartbroken wondering why I was never good enough for you. Its heartbreaking to think that the person you loved still loved someone else.
I’m better now and I know you are probably already seeing another girl, even though you insisted that you are not ready for a relationship. But I am better. I thought you could be the one for me, but now I know I will find someone else who is better for me. Because its not really a relationship if one person has feelings and the other doesn’t. I thank you for the lessons you taught me and I wont make the same mistake again. I dont know if I hate you or not, but either way I wish you the best.