As time lapses among us livings, it was your sense of presence that made anything around me stay still. A bundle of people in a crowded room, it was you who caught my attention when you thought you were not any different. Funny how one can see through the beauty of one’s self insecurity to something so pure and devine that I view it as ‘naturally beautiful’. From the time I laid my eyes on you, I never knew it would be the happiest and saddest moments of my life; Happy to know you are finally mine to being happy to see you happy with someone else. I admit, I was scared. But damn it, I’m so glad I took that step forward to having the privilege to be part of your life….which in this case, at least I was. I miss you. If I could say this to you directly I swear you will miss me too. But fuck it, your lips are kissing him instead. I smile slightly for you cause you’re happy, and I do it slightly because that happiness is no longer with me but someone else.

Raise my hands up and give you a peace sign. Hope you guys are happy and content, I will walk away now with a blunt in my mouth saying “peace the fuck out”