Well today is my birthday and all I seem to think about is last year when I woke up in your arms on my birthday. I miss you so much it hurts. Everyone keeps telling me that I deserve better but what they don’t get is that you were all I ever wanted. It took me giving you 3 chances and wasting two years of my life . I feel as if I wasn’t good enough for you like you were constantly looking for someone better but I AM ENOUGH too bad you could never see that. WE talked every night for hours but you wanted to use the excuse that I never talked to you. We agreed that last time on the phone to make more effort and then you decided to just not respond. THIS IS THE LAST TIME! I know I will be fine, I will get better in time and I will find a real man who wont play these games but when I get to that point again, I know that is when you will try to come crawling back. So what I am saying is DON’T, my door and heart is closed to you. YOUR CHANCE is over with me.