I really thought that we could maybe be friends, I think it was just because I didn’t want to lose you, and I still had hope we could be together either as friends or more. Even if somehow we could be friends it will never be the same it once was, I get that now and I need to stop thinking it would be okay. Even though things didn’t end very well I just wanted to say that I don’t regret our relationship at all, and I hope you don’t either. I guess the circumstances just weren’t right and that I wasn’t the right girl for you, I forgive you for breaking my heart. I’m honestly thankful for everything you’ve done for me. Thank you for teaching me so much about myself, I hope I’ve taught you things too. You taught me to love and to take chances because life is too short. I’ve never been able to be myself around someone and been so comfortable around someone but with you I was, so thank you for teaching me that I’m okay just the way I am and to never change. I hope I treated you the best I could even though this was my first relationship. Thank you for always believing in me. Thank you for being my best friend. Thank you for being my first boyfriend, thank you for being there for me when I needed you. Thank you for talking to me on the phone until we both fell asleep. I’m going to miss all those things, but that part of us is over. I’m sorry about anything I said while we you were breaking up with me, I was just upset, I probably shouldn’t have said anything but until that day I really thought that maybe this would work and that I could spend the rest of my life with you. I know you kept telling me you didn’t have an answer and I wanted you to give me one so bad. I’m not sure if this is why but I’m hoping it was just because the long distance thing and that things weren’t progressing like you hoped. If it was then I understand okay. Thank you for being my first love and I’m hoping maybe someday when things are different we can be friends. I know you loved me and cared about me and I should’ve never said you didn’t. And honestly a part of me will always still care about you and love you. I really do hope that life treats you well. I wish we couldve done all the things together that we wanted to but it didn’t work out for us no matter how much I wish they did and it hurts me way too much to be friends. Do you think you could please block both my accounts so that I’m not reminded of you and what could have been, I need to move on even though it’s probably the hardest thing I’ll ever do.