i hate you sometimes. i cry for you sometimes. you did me so dirty with my ex best friend. i told you everything that you could possibly know about me and i hated the way you played me and i hate the way you act like i’m fine.

but at the same time i miss you so bad one day i hope we will be together again. you really knew me and now i wish you didn’t. you knew how to get to me and you did you used everything you had to crush my heart and throw it to the floor. how could you do that to me i never expected you to hurt me so bad i know you don’t like to hurt people but guess what you did. and it’s hitting me hard. i can’t do this anymore.
sincerely,emily