I feel like a lost star trying to light up the dark but realizing the only time i ever shone was in your light and now im alone again. My heart whats left after breaking continues to yearn to feel whole again to be home, yet it profoundly loves you. I feel like i tasted summer and keep seeking its warmth yet knowing im always going to be in winters cold embrace.

This is how i am broken how my heart is in pieces. yet i love you without measure and i was not fully able to portray that to you but it will always be yours. I will never regret been with you and im to blame for allowing my depression to win as it destroyed my life with the only woman i have truley loved. I dont lie when i say yes it was only months yet i loved and continue to love you enough to last a lifetime and you are the love of my life.

If I were a bird and had two wings I would fly to you. As that cannot be, I have to stay here.

Even though I am far from you, in my sleep I am with you and speak to you. When I wake up I am alone.

Not an hour passes in the night but my heart wakes and thinks of you, of regret and of times of happiness together. But when i wake am alone.