Who’s the boss? Clearly I wasn’t. It wasn’t about power at first. But it was clearly evident in one of our favorite phrases. I honestly felt a strong connection to you from the first moment I saw you. I knew you were going to be an important person. I never told you this because I didn’t think you were emotionally mature enough to handle it and I still don’t. But I knew the attraction was undeniable and it would either strengthen me as a person or bring about my total destruction. I felt that just by a look. It frightened me and seduced me. Making me look at things that were uncomfortable and hidden deep within my subconscious. I never thought I was foreshadowing the destruction of our relationship and myself. I really thought I had been tortured to death the night you betrayed me. I thought it was my end. I couldn’t live without you. That’s why I allowed you to get away with so much. And to be completely honest you didn’t deserve it. You’re loyalty and mine could never be held at the same rank. You were selfish and enjoyed to humiliate me to feed your ego. To keep me in my place and to make yourself feel grand. After all I treated you like my king. You felt entitled but you never had the presence of one. You allowed others to manipulate you to their liking. And instead of being a leader you were nothing but a mere follower. You allowed others to tear us apart. You humiliated and betrayed our love and my loyalty. And still I was in love for the entirety of your betrayal. I welcomed you back into my arms again. what a fool. It didn’t take long before you looked for that terrible person who was instrumental in our destruction. But I needed to see that it wasn’t just her doing harm. It was you! You allowed everything to tear us apart. You have no loyalty. And I have lost mine to you. I don’t care if you cry blood. I will never allow you to come back in. You are not worthy of my love. You were never the king, I am.