As time goes on, the pain fades. It’s not to say that I miss you any less than yesterday, it’s just that the pain doesn’t hurt as much when I think of you. And I’m scared again. Scared that my friends were right. Scared that time would help me forget about you. I don’t want that. I don’t want to forget what you mean to me. I don’t want to move on. But it seems like regardless of what I do, you don’t want me back. Do you? Is there really nothing left? Do you not go through your phone and reminisce over the pictures that we have together? Or have you just deleted all of them? Today, my phone rang a ringtone that I’ve never heard before. It was our one-year anniversary alarm. And my heart broke, which I didn’t think was even possible anymore. Is it just my wishful thinking that there are some remnants of me left in your heart? Do you want me to keep trying? Or have you completely moved on? I want to keep trying but I’m at a lost at how I’m supposed to.