Dearest TJ,

I can’t believe I’m writing this letter after a year. A year has passed and it still hurts. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you or long for you. There is still a part of me that want to reach out to you and let you know that I am still here. But part of me also wants to let you go for good. I know we can’t be together. We can’t leave our families. It was never my intention to fall in love with you, but I did. And if I only knew that was the last time I’ll see you, I would have stayed a bit longer to hold your hand and kiss you goodbye. There’s so many words left unsaid. Someday we will understand why I had to leave, but for now I need you to set me free.

Maybe you will read this letter or maybe not, but I want you to know that if one day you’ll decide to keep your promise, please go and find me. If we are truly meant for each other in this life, I will come back to you. If we are not destined in this lifetime, may our souls find each other again in the next. But as for now my love, I am letting you go and moving on to live my life without you. May the Lord grant me the strength to finally let you go and heal completely. Do know that this is my last goodbye. I love you and I wish you well. You will always have a home in my heart.

Your D