Hey you, yeah you! its been a year and tbh nothing ever changed and im always here. I never left. It’s just so hard to move on cause you are my literal definition of first love. I know for a fact that i am your least memorable ex and i’m okay with that. I understand that 9 months is nothing for you, but those 9 months were the best 9 months of my life. Like some part of me wanted to rewind and enjoy every second of our moments.

I know i dated another girl few months after our break up but from the start i already knew that it won’t work. I tried to distract myself from thinking about you but i just can’t. It’s killing me like literally until now. It’s just very sad that i should have not done that. Despite all the things that i said, this isn’t regret of breaking up with you. Our reasons are valid as ever and i know that you deserve better. I hope you’re doing well. I hope you found someone and able to receive happiness that i cannot give. I’m sorry