hey loser its me again. it’s been awhile and that’s my fault but I just wish I told you how much I liked you. for fucks sake i loved you Evelyn with every part of me. I loved your imperfections I loved your mood swings I loved your attitude I loved you all of you and I wish I told you that when you were here but you’re in a better place now.

I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to argue with you before you left. I was mad and frustrated and I took it out on you and i’m so sorry Evelyn I should’ve drove you home I should’ve stopped you from leaving I should’ve done something and I didn’t I let you leave and I hate myself for that. I hate that i’ll never be able to hold you and talk to you i hate that I never told you I loved you but I hope you know I do love you. i’ve always loved you I still love you.

it’s been 6 years from that crash and I meet a girl she reminded me so much of you and we’re getting married today, today on your birthday because I remember I promised you we would get married on a special day and I kept my promise we’re having a kid and her name is Evelyn. you will always be a big part of my life thank you for everything. 

I love you Evelyn