Ekhem

Hi Ren
It is my second time writing in this site, how are you doing? I hope you always be healthy and happy. 
Tonight is eid adha night and I so excited to eat meat tomorrow jdjsvshdjdke, but I’m not really excited for the eid, because of corona my family can’t come to my house especially my cousin, it feels different, but it’s okay as long as they are healthy, and how about you? are you excited for the eid adha this year? 

So yesterday is my first day in twelve  grade and it’s gonna be the last year in high school, I’m happy because I have a classmates and finally I got the same class with my best friends yuhuu!! 
As a new student in the school socializing is not easy for me, I just have a few friends that I know their name, and that’s stressing me too, I feel like I am only a stranger there u know like everybody already have friends and I don’t like that kinda feeling, so the conclusion is I don’t like high school. (and I’m still not ready for college)

This November I’m gonna turn to 18 teen woww!! and I still can’t ride a motorcycle or drive a car, so I will not have my drivers license this year I guess, I never have a birthday party since I was 5, and that’s fine cuz I’m used to it, and ummm it’s remind me of the present that you gave, thank you so much btw, I really love it.

And I wanna talk about a website, I really confused because it seems like you who read my messages, but also it can be anyone who names Eren right? and if it was you oh my god!, that can’t be happening! I’m so embarrassed cuz I tell too much, omg I hope it was not you, I wrote on that site bcs I thought you will not know and I didn’t prepare for you too read and use that site too. but if it was u, u have a question why on that site? it’s because I’m too afraid to text you, so I shared what I feel on that site, I feel like u already let me go and when I text you like a year ago I feel you are so cold and didn’t want to have chat with me so that’s why I didn’t text you. So when I really miss  you I wrote in that site, and and and if that was you (who read my messages) and also you wrote it back, we actually have a close date ckckckckk I mean you wrote back my messages in 10.07.2021 and my first letter in this site in 11.07.2021 woww. But If it was not you I’m so glad, cuz I feel like I oversharing, 

I think we met in the wrong time, hufft anyway 
03:04 am here it’s time to sleep for me, so can you read aladdin story for me? hehehhee just kidding peace

see you in another letter, 
love ya..