Every night I’d sleep remembering my god and then you.I’d cry endless nights hiding away from people because I have lost my love in this world. My endless hours spent thinking about how you would be not knowing where are you even. My heart aches every time I think about you telling me you deserve the best of this world yet I hid you like I hid my tears behind my eyes.Nothing makes me happy anymore,I had no choice but to let you go just for the sake of your happiness. I made you do the promise that you would come back to me when you will have nothing left in this world, how much of a big heart does it take to let you go? How much of a big heart does it take to know you are happy and content. I still love you yet I am so heartbroken,I held you at your worst, but where are you when I am at my worst.i am big on my loyalty. It’s been years and years, nothing is above you my love. I can’t even think about anyone else but you. You would sleep on my lap like a baby and I’d look at your eyes and tell you how beautiful they are.
I don’t have anyone to protect me , no one to save me , I’m just breathing fine and that’s about it. I got nothing to lose or wish for. I love you so much. It was so hard for you to believe I loved you