Hi Ga,

I don’t know how this will make you feel, maybe confused, angry or sad or hurt. I’m really not sure of a lot of things in my life at this point in time but for the past few weeks, I have done nothing but think of you. I hope you are doing okay. With each day, I continuously replay everything that happened between us, wishing I could go back and do things differently. Maybe one day if we are given the chance to meet again, we could get a cup of coffee. We could sit and talk about all of the things that happened, and maybe the things we used to talk about doing but never ended up getting to.

I’m sorry if I didn’t have the courage to be honest about why I suddenly backed out of our supposedly second chance, I hope that now you can look back on our relationship with a little smile and remember the good parts. You were my first love, a part of me will always love you for that and I hope you’ll always love me, too.

When I say that I want you to be happy, I mean it. We’re used to thinking that no one can just move on from a lost love and genuinely want the other person to find happiness somewhere else in life, but I do.

A