Dear, the person who saved me when I was at my lowest. It hurts to know you’ve moved on, in what? less than a month. I am still stuck on you, crying every single night and morning wishing you would come back or wishing you still think about us but tbh I don’t think you do. You only wanted me when you were bored and I still miss and care about you, why? because I loved you and cared about you, I want you to be happy and if that’s not with me I’m going to respect that but that doesn’t mean I’m not heartbroken and missing you with everything in me. I still talk about you to my friends even though we don’t talk anymore and that even breaks my heart.

It’s not like I’m going to send you this and even if I did what would you say? “cool idc” or leave me on read so there is no point, right? I want you to come back but everyone and I know you’ll do the same shit over and over and i’ll let you because I am so in love with you. I don’t know how to live my daily life without missing you, thinking about you, and even just watching the TikToks and pictures I have of us. I am so madly in love with you Josiah and I know you don’t miss me or even think about me anymore but I also know you will NEVER meet someone who loves and cares for you as much as I did and you will regret it eventually so just remember that and when you come running back when I moved on don’t get upset with me when I won’t take you back.