I’m sitting here thinking about all of the things we could have been and crying because the ache I feel not being in your arms hurts more then I ever thought imaginable. We had so many struggles but we also had so many amazing times. I wasn’t sure I would ever know what it felt like to love someone the way I love you. But I know now that when you truly, deeply love someone you will do anything for them. Anything to make them happy and to make sure they’re okay. So that’s where I leave you. I love you and I have to let you go because I know that’s what is best for the both of us. It’s still so unbelievably hard and I don’t know when it will get better. For now I’ll remember the way you made me laugh, the way you’d squeeze me just right in a hug, the way your hand felt in mine and how when you looked at me in silence I felt like the only girl in the world. I’ll cherish those moments and even though we didn’t last I’m grateful for the memories we will always share and for learning how to love and to be open with you. A piece of me will always be with you. 
I love you and goodbye