IA why do you do what you do?
Why do insist on using people and acting the victim?
When do outgrow your youth?
When are you going to stop being immature and act like an adult?
Me I don’t need to run after you, a lot has changed but as I said, you wasted years of my life and you still doing it, yet if you do it then Im not allowed to say a word.

Like did you think that it would be here for so long I wouldn’t touch it? Damn right I’m touching it, installing it and making sure I pretend to not know a thing. I do, and I’m going to pretend for for longer just like you have. All those sneaky things yeah I know it all. Those trips at night, random one nights, I know them all, and I keep bluffing to the sound of destruction but when it’s perfect timing it will happen.

U tried again this time it you couldn’t fake it, as you needed to fake and lie and be sneaky all at once. I adored you, watching you dying inside each time, yet raged because I would say a few actually honest things and you thought I’m closed eyes. You taught me the game, you taught me the most seductive tricks, hidden deep down, And there is a part I pretended to not know either. Well, we’ll, well. I have never touched or destroyed anything about you not once, and if I’m so strong and mighty do you think you’d have it easy?

Naaah, You reaching to the top right? And once you get to there Will I then do what’s needed, with every truth there is, and all involved will be exposed, so if I were you I’d treat them right, because I want to be the one standing laughing feeling good about it like you did all the years with me. I want to be the one on the fence when it’s not you I’m choosing, I want to be on the fence of the actual victim, and I will tell u that I still love you because you taught me love was sadistic, demonic, selfish, undervalued, deprivation, detrimental, chaos, heartache, and then telling me to seek help, I am and I will not just let you be.

When I reread everything it was you who destroyed yourself, because your guilt was eating you Alive, and I hope that u overcome things before I cause destruction, why? Coz you wouldn’t know how to survive, you wouldn’t know how to handle breathing, or your heart will ache and pain, and yet you will be like the sad soul of infidelity and lies you spewed to every person you took advantage of, and I feel sad for them, bcz none may see the real you. They will eventually I get hold of them all. Without you and most of them go along they are tuned very well. So none of them will actually take u serious ever they will play you at your own game each time. So whether you have 2 of everything, numbers emails, phones, cars, backups, etc I know it see it track it, and datarise it, every button, every word, every road, I Know IT All!

You can’t be a sucker’s for punishment and walk with your head high, you a destroyer, manipulator and until you do right, hell I be having fun.
Enjoy your evening with lovely mistress, and the game tonight!

And stop wearing the same clothes.