Mathew, you were meant to be my forever and I yours. 
Everything felt so right and so easy and I felt safe for the first time in my life. I loved every inch of you, your smile, your voice, your kindness and your strength. Then one day I felt the familiar feeling in my gut and knew something was off as much as you pretended everything was fine and it was in my head. You made me feel I was crazy and that the problem was me and that I was insecure. I believed you and blamed my ex for making me feel this way. But my body knew and was screaming at me to listen, and eventually It could not be ignored and it took me less than a minute to find out you were being unfaithful all along. So here I am crying for a man that never existed in the first place. I am taking all my love back and going to love me, because Me never lets me down and she deserves the love that she desperately tried to give to you and the man before you. I will be forever changed but I also hope that the love I showed you changes you too