I know it’s time for us to separate… I know it’s time for me to move on… I know it’s time to find someone else… I know we’re still going to be friends… But before I leg it all go….I want you to know this… I love you more then anything in the world.. I love you to the moon and back.. Without you here with me I feel like a nobody… I feel alone and broken… I understand that you can’t handle what I put you through anymore… I promise I do understand it’s just very hard for me… Because you still hold my heart..you still hold the key to my happiness…I’m still in love with you…

And every single day… I dream of being able to hold you…. I miss being able to kiss you when ever I want … I miss holding your hand… I miss hearing you sing… I miss watching you get ready….I miss watching you change your outfit every five mins because you look “fat” I miss your laugh and your smile.. I miss everything we used to be and I wish that I could bring it back… I wish I could hold you in my arms so tight… I miss when you would walk up to me with the biggest smile on your face… But now… It’s not the same… You act like never nothing ever happened…. You play it off so well…

Idek I just miss being  in love with you every day…I miss all the crazy things we did and said.. Ugh I can’t believe it’s over Ashley .l… I can’t even wrap my head around this…. I’m just sorry for everything I ever did….. I didn’t mean it…. I didn’t know what was going on…. But I’m changing… Not for you but for myself… So maybe…just maybe one day I’ll be happy again… Don’t ever forget this Ashley… I love you and no matter where life takes us you’ll alway be my Babis…. You’ll always be my sexy blondyy…. You’ll always be my do or die… My ride or die… You’ll always put a big smile on my face… You’ll always be my one love… Until the end of time… One mind…. One heart … One …love…no matter what………….