There’s a part of me that continues to have uncontrollable thoughts about you. It frustrates me because I’m only more aware of the reality of things.

Now you weren’t T, I guess the partial reason why it took me approx two years to get over HIM was because  of how he damaged me. You were something else though. At times, I really wonder if I still have you up on a pedestal or if it’s just the sense of unfinished business that slightly haunts me…But I can honestly say, you meant a lot to me. You opened my eyes to so much. Damn it, did you move my heart.

I loved you, I couldn’t help it.

I’ve been trying and trying and trying… U are still vivid in my mind.

“Love deeply when you have it, remember it with fondness when it’s gone.” That’s what you’ve been told.

But it’s now time to let yo go.