I do apologize for everything that I ever did to you or said to you. I broke your heart due to the simple fact that I was joining the Marine Corps. 2 years thrown away all because I thought I could live a better life in the Marines without you. I apologized to you so many times.
I still texted you while I was in MOS school just to make sure you were doing okay. I remember talking to you while I was about to graduate my class & we even talked about getting back together when I came back. You were the only thing I was really looking forward to.
Once I got back, i was so excited to see you but you had already had a new girlfriend. I was devastated. I felt betrayed because of what we talked about. After you guys broke up, you would talk to me & I had hopes of us getting back together. You would squash those dreams by telling me I caused you too much pain to date me again.
Two years have gone by since I left you & you’re still all I can ever think about.. You’re like a ghost that I can’t get rid of. I’m so sorry about everything..