wow jamey next monday marks 6 months since we haven’t seen each other, i remember when we couldn’t even be away from each other a couple of days with out seeing each other, been a couple of weeks now that i told you leave me alone on facebook because have your “fiancee” now cant just keep blocking and unblocking me to see if i’m with some one if it scares you that much you for you to being doing that you wouldnt have broke it off or moved on so quickly, we really needed a break from each other.. theres one thing ive always wanted to tell u the 3 days you left to houston and you “claimed” your phone being disconnected then rejected my calls and apparently you were depressed over a job you didnt get well i was upset and the second day you decided not to answer my phone calls, i kissed another guy cuz i was drinking and was upset and you weren’t there and next thing you know hes kissing me and i kissed him, i would never imagine cheating on someone, i was regretting it the following day , and to also tell you a couple a weeks ago before you got engaged i know this was cheesy, just how you confessed your love to me before we got back together i was going to drive a 6 hour drive to Tyler and win you back! never thought of doing anything like that in my life, i wish you could read this letter im writing to you… i still love you jamey lemons, i wish you knew ive always wanted to marry you through the ups and downs that ive been with you jamey lemons when i was with you i didnt feel so alone anymore