Nothing can make you feel more deeply unnerved and overwhelmingly freed than the realisation you spent over thirteen months of your life having an intimate relationship with an emotionally defunct human vacuum. I could go on with an inspiring platitude about how I’m so much more #woman #blessed #grateful for my #freshstart and #nulyf but honestly, I’m just so embarrassed and ashamed that it took me over a year to completely understand the impact that dating a premium-grade parasitic sociopath had upon my health.
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Thanks for dropping off my stuff in my mailbox. To tell you the truth, seeing that you had done so made me a little sad. That stuff of mine you had, I realize, was the last tie that we had to each other. After that, all the ties between us have been severed. Just like in the Gotye song, now we both can move into that category of “somebody we used to know.”
I know I haven’t been in touch. If you want to know the truth, it was my pride that kept me from contacting you and showing you how much it hurt me when we broke up. I know we weren’t together for that long, but it happened so suddenly and when we were seemingly so happy with each other, that I was left shocked and heartbroken for weeks afterwards.
The terrible way you treated me isn’t the reason why I have typed this letter. I am glad we did not have an official relationship and avoided ending up with such a low life. The reason I am typing this is because of the impact you have had on my health.
You gave me, someone who already has a fatal illness, glandular fever. I ended up in hospital for 2 weeks severely ill. You never once checked to see how I was and see what you had done to my body. There I was on oxygen 24/7, being pumped full of intravenous antibiotics, having continuous fevers, affected by tremendous fatigue, unable to walk more than a few metres or eat and battling a severe bowel infection caught from the hospital that still affects me to this day, while you were on your merry way having sex with anything that moved.
Derwood,
Thank you for a life lesson I will never forget.
When your ex stalked our family and said she would break us up, you promised me you would not let it happen.
Little did I know you stayed in touch with her. (you always said I was too trusting)
You let her in, your choice, but you didn’t have the balls to tell me. Instead you sabotaged our relationship, you treated me as though I were beneath your magnificence…
I think you’re a scared little boy, stuck in a man’s body. I think it is so cruel that your mother has never revealed your Dad’s identity to you – not even his surname! As a result, you have just been left suspended… forever wondering. I can’t help but feel that if you had the opportunity to meet him – even just once, that you would understand yourself and who you are and then be able to open up to the emotion of love, and let lovers in…
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