Dear my beloved,

Life without you sucks, if you can even call it a life now. I hate feeling like this, I miss the love and passion, how we used to snuggle up at night look into each others eyes and say I love you at the same time. Words can never express how much you mean to me but I have to try just like I always have to try and win you back.

Nothing is the same without you, listening to songs we both like and you not being next to me is just wrong yet it’s all there. I still dream about you so much I guess I have to though, because in my dreams we are still together forever like we promised.

You said yes you would marry me on two separate occasions, it’s like a promise but sadly we never got to the day. I see you often but it’s not the same all I want to do is hold you tight and share a passionate kiss like we always used to and hear you say you love me and you’re sorry for causing all this pain.

I see you or think about you and what we had and it tears my heart and soul apart. You were and still are my everything and I am forever yours, even if you don’t want me anymore, I’m always waiting.

Come home soon, ok – I’ll always love you never forget that.