There isn’t a moment I don’t think about you. I gave you my everything and maybe that’s why it’s so hard. It’s coming close to two years since we were together. I never understood the way you treated me. I loved you so very much. What made everything more confusing is that I knew and felt your love for me. For an entire year and a half it was constant drugs, alcohol abuse and other women. I just couldn’t take it anymore nor should I have to. I haven’t seen or spoken to you in approximately 6 months and as much as I know that this is the only way I miss you. I miss seeing you,  your beautiful smile, your puppy, I miss our hugs and our long walks, I miss snuggling in bed with you. I just miss all of you.