Hey you,

I’m still in love with you. We spent 9 years together, this kind of love doesn’t go away overnight, knowing that you don’t love me anymore hurts so much and it takes so much energy just to get through the day. We always laughed together, shared our lives together, our ups and downs and secrets together. When I came home from work and you were sat on the sofa crying, telling me you thought we had grown apart, you broke my heart. It was so completely out of the blue, I had come off my birth control a month before and you knew this. To say you had felt like this deep down for a while hurts even more. I feel like such a fool.

So now you have moved away yet still text and ring me daily. Not only this but you have now just told me that you have found a new house to live in with complete stranger, not only that but a woman. This really makes me feel like you just don’t care that much at all about me, you say you don’t want to hurt me any more but you have. I’m never going to get over the hurt and pain you have out on me these past few months, I wish I could just not feel anything for you anymore, but I love you with all my heart.

I feel like I failed as a girlfriend and at making you happy, I’m sorry.