R, I remember us finishing each others sentences and you brushing my hair and rubbing my belly and the heart-shaped snickers anniversary and I keep asking myself how could you have been pretending all that time because you couldn’t go to your stomping grounds. I had a girl and two boys and I travel miles and miles and waited hours and hours and once home in a blink of the eye I turned around and you were gone. I have so much to say so much heaviness on my heart and in my soul but not enough time or space here. how can you go day to day without me ever being on your mind? I am broken!!