You never seemed to accept that apology from me. And for the longest time, I can never really forgive myself for what happened.
I wish I could tell you that the person who did those horrible things wasn’t me.
But it was.
Even now, I ask myself why I did those things. I still have no answer. But if I could go back in time, I would slap myself so hard for being such a monster.
But you’re no better than I am.
You were such a cold-hearted boyfriend at that time that you seemed to have forgotten all about me even before you broke up with me.
I’m really sorry. But I wouldn’t want to change my life the way it is now.
I’m happy and I hope you are too.