So, you’re a dick.

To think of how wonderful you were before i moved. how you supported me wish the surgery. how you were so excited to propose and get married. How I trusted you more than anyone or anything.

You’re a dick.

to use that to blackmail me. to take my money and run. to try and make me quit my career to stay in this pathetic excuse of a town. To accuse me of cheating and then move on to a new girlfriend yet still text me for booty calls.

you’re a dick.

i hate you for breaking me. i hate you for all of it. but mostly i hate myself for still craving you every moment of every day. i hate that i look too deeply and find reminders of you in everything.

Because, really,

you’re a dick.

I hope she learns and you finally learn what you have done. i wish we never made that promise because look, it’s broken me completely and ruined you to me.you were so wonderful too.

you’re a dick.