So much I’ve wanted to tell you, so much I’ve wanted to say in hopes that you would listen.

we went through a lot in such a short amount of time, I know it was new and scary at the start and then as we got to know each other on a new level things got interesting, I will never forget the love and support I got off your family, from the moment I met you I knew you weren’t like any other guy, you noticed the little things, like my nail polish and what my hair colour was. in my many years of dating you were the first guy who took me to his house to meet his family not his bedroom, it was then that I knew you were the one. that you didn’t have any other motives. i’l admit that as much as everything was a first for you there were a few firsts for me as well, you did things that no guy has ever done which as much as I didn’t say anything at the time actually meant a lot.

I know the break up was messy and kind of expected but it still hurt more than I let on, I know it was difficult for both of us, especially what you did in the month following.

As much as I said I would try and stay friends and that it would all be ok I think I was kidding myself, not because im still in love with you but because I have never ending memories of everything we went through ( both good and bad) but true to my word i’l try stay friends. but no matter what happens I want you to know that I wish you all the best with life and I hope you get outside your comfort zone every once in a while