Torn

I honestly hope that we can work out the miscommunication between us because I am so torn. I am torn between logics and I am torn between emotions.

I know what I want and I know my standards but you remind me so much of myself and that is where I feel as if that I best understand you. Our ambiguity in our conversations tears me apart because it shows that we are two worlds apart and it shows that we really do not mesh.

I long for you to do things, not because you are obligated to but because you want to. The fact that you shut down every suggestions of mine annoys me because it shows that you do not really care. I know that I am not the only person that feels this way because I read the letter that one of your exes sent to you and she shares similar sentiments. This message reveals that you are honestly not a great boyfriend, you may be a good guy but you really suck in the boyfriend area.

I do not blame you, however I blame myself because I knew this about you. I know that you are antisocial and I believe that it is something that needs to be look into. You need to look into this because you’ll continue to push people away and you will lose your companion because of what you are lacking.

I don’t need to become psychotic; and I do not need to feel bad because my emotions get the best of me especially when I am being expressive. Your lack of empathy need to ends here. I told you that in life you should try to be empathetic because as males you guys are short in that part, and you do not listen. You should always be a better version of yourself and if this is the best you, well this you needs some grave improvements. If you continue on this you are always going to become a serial dater.

I, on the other hand, need a lot of work as well. My ambiguity, my gated conversations also contributes to this misunderstanding that we are having now. You do have some good traits and I am not going to leave you because of one flaw. I honestly wish I know how I can improve this. Maybe we need to be more outdoorsy. Just maybe. We fail to savor our moments as a couple because we are busy and this gets in the way of our actual quality time.

At the moment, we still have time to mend this flaw and as long as you are by my side then there is success.

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