Hi J

I just wanted to say that I’m really thankful that i met you in the month of august, you took my virginity away the day before my birthday and i had pleasant moments with you. I know that you have change after that, i guess that we both changed. I do had some sort of regrets, like the fact that i wasn’t myself with you. I lied about a lot of things, before i used to tell you how i didn’t want a relationship but with time i start liking you. I wasn’t honest about it and about who i was as a person.

 Sometimes i really miss you, sometimes i do pray for you to come back to me. The thing is that i was addicted to you, you were always the first one that was calling me to hang out and i felt like you really adore me. Now im alone… i know you’re seeing a girl right now, well it’s your friend but you don’t call me anymore, and she’s lucky to have you in her life as a friend or maybe more. I’m affraid that you will get feelings for her … :/ You were so cool! You had a heart and things were very light and simple with you. A lot of things had been left misunderstood… the truth is that i wish you won’t forget me… even if i know that you’re over me now.

Things has change a lot, i know, life constantly change, what we were, what we did is just something we shared in the past. I don’t regret meeting you, i just regret loving you and i regret how things has turned worst than they were. Im just sad right now, when i see you with someone else i’m like emotionnally sad… but what can i do ? I’m mad at her.. i wish to stop having feelings for you..