Sometimes I want to say hello. Sometimes I want to say goodbye. But everyday I want to say ‘have a good life. i wish you the best of luck.” I don’t know how to say this to you, but I need to get it out. I know you say “we’ll always be cool” but I don’t know if I can agree with that. I still have love for you but I think talking to you would bring back emotions that I don’t want. I wish you would have just told me what was wrong. We were always open with each other. But you closed off. you shut me out. I really did enjoy the times we had and the laughs we shared. I’ll never forget our first date where we talked from 7 p.m. to past midnight. But I also can’t ignore what happened or what didn’t happen. But I can’t fully say I want you completely out of my life and i can’t fully say I want you in my life. So, for now, I say hello and goodbye. You’re a special person, but I can just hope that you don’t put another women through the pain that I felt.

I’ll always have love for you.