We haven’t even broken up yet, but our pause have been going on for about a week now. I came to realize that I need this. I need time off. I need to do all the things I want to dp before I regret it on my deathbed. We have been together since I was 14. It is a long time, but not as long as we think. You were my first love and always will be. We’d fool around, have sex and enjoy each others company. I wish we could be friends, but that would hurt too much. I will always love you. You deserve someone who can love you better than I do. I’m not ready to fully commit. I’m sorry. I’m going to regret this, but please support my decision. It’s a lot to ask for and it’s not fair. I’m sorry. I’ll love you forever and always.