To my darling baby boy,

I miss you, its undeniable. I miss your touch, your lips, your soft whispers, you telling me you love me..

It saddens me T, to my deepest core of how much you’ve changed. You broke my heart, May 10th 2013. I found out about her. You betrayed me in the worst way.. Then you kept on doing it.. I don’t get how you could hurt someone who loved you so much?

I gave up my baby, just to keep you.. Now.. I can’t have kids, lucky me, eh? I cant help but feel hurt by what you’ve done. I’m done this time, after what happened to my face. It shows me what sort of man you are.

I can’t believe how someone could be so cruel.. It’s over baby, I’m done being your doormat. You have no idea what you put me through last year, heartbreak? For sure, I felt that bitch. I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy.

You just cant help thriving off of that form of control. It’s not fair, you do whatever you like and expect me to just wait on you. I’ll always love you for what you gave me, your actions contributed to the woman I am today, I’m strong.. I’m leaving you for the last time.