Hi Gen,

It’s been a few years and I think about you daily. I hope your life has come full cricle and things are good for you now like when you we used to cuddle close and make up dreams of the way we wanted things to be for us. I know that our past had it’s ups and downs and I know you words towards my character and who you thought I was back then where mean and lies. I was no better and for that I am sorry.

I would like to say sorry to you for trying to make you see a life with me when you where still giving yourself to others to find your idea of happiness. I think it was both of our faults now that I look back on our time together you pushed me away to be someone you wanted to be and I couldn’t have been the man you wanted me to be without a truckload of cash at the time and I did the same too you asking for a forever and your heart but we both had different lifes in mind.

I’m writing this letter knowing you’ll never see it and if you do you’ll never really feel the pain I have inside for both not letting you go sooner and for not being the man you wanted me to be. But as we both age and life goes on I’ve learnt my lessons and have grown to be more of a man then I ever was with you and even my other partners before you. I hope the dreams we spoke of come to you and you never let them go chance down your forever and cherish what you get if it’s as perfect as what I have found OK.

I do have to say sorry to you for I have to break my only promise I made to you and never thought I’d have to break. I can’t be there for you like I said I would I gave you a oath to leave anyone I’m with even 10 or 20 years down the road and take you back if you ever thought the time was right for you and us to give us another chance. I have to break that oath and close my heart and mind off to you as I have found someone that would never let me go ever ever ever and for that she gets my oath my life my soul.

I did find myself a partner that wants to ride the rides of life with me and see the sights as my better half. Having that family we shared our ideas about in the past has come true within someone that won’t diapear into someone else’s arms and never backs away from telling me the truth even if I don’t want to hear it. We are getting married soon and I’m having my first child by christmas.

I am writing this letter to you in hopes that my mind will put you to rest and that you find some peace of mind knowing that if someone like me could still hold you so close in there mind and heart for so long that you might find someone that would be the right fit for you and have the same happiness I have today. Wish you the best GenMader…….

“May the wind always be on your back and the sun always upon your face and may the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars” — George Jung