It has nearly been a month since we last spoke. I miss the sound of your voice, your beautiful smile and the way you would look at me when you said you loved me. I never expected to fall in love with you the way that I did. I never expected to fall for anyone like I did with you. It is safe to say that I’ve never felt this way about anyone before.

Our first date still makes me smile and gives me butterflies in my stomach. Sneaking into the park after hours and looking at the stars…talking about our dreams, hopes, future. Our first kiss. Snuggling up in your coat to keep warm. These are precious memories now. I never want to forget the way you looked and felt that night. You took my breath away.

Little things I see and hear remind me of you during the day. I get this sinking feeling in my chest and I feel sick to my stomach at times. I miss sharing our days with each other. I looked forward to every “good morning” and every “good night, my love” message from you. I loved the way it felt when we held each other at night. I miss you so much it hurts my soul. Our love was very powerful and real. I know maybe you weren’t ready for it to happen. I understand if you need time to sort things out. I’ll never put pressure on you or force you to do anything that you are uncomfortable with.

I love you very much. I guess I realized how deep that love went when you decided that we should break up. I hope that the last few weeks have been good for you. I sincerely hope that you can work on the things in your life that are causing you stress. I hope that you can find that balance. I hope that you are able to find work that truly makes you happy and that you are passionate about. You deserve nothing but the best, my love. It breaks my heart that we haven’t been able to speak yet…but I know that we will soon. I only hope that we’ll be able to find a way to rebuild our relationship into something stronger. I truly love you with everything that I am. I hope that you are well. I miss you. I have to let you go for now. Goodbye, my sweet.