I don’t understand why I cant seem to move on. I’m happy with this new guy that treats me right and treats me the way you never did. I see pictures with your new girl and I always tell myself that should of been me. I always hope I could run into you or that you see that I am doing better off without you. It was probably just a silly crush anyway but I know that cant be true. I loved you and I continue to love you and I always will love you no matter where in my life I may be. I have learned to live without you in my life. You are engaged now as so I hear and i seriously hope you are happy but you been in my life since the 6th grade and i really would of loved it if you continued to be in my life. Maybe all I need is closure in the situation. The only thing is I never expected you guys to be something so serious