A,

I just don’t understand how you can stop loving someone. How do you just wake up one day and your feelings are gone? I miss so many things about you…about us. I miss the way you got embarrassed when you thought you did something wrong. I miss the feeling of your hand in mine. I miss the sound of your laugh. I miss hugging you and breathing in the smell of your shirt. I miss running my fingers through your hair. I miss the times when we just couldn’t get enough of kissing each other. I miss the dorky but cute way you used to compliment me. I miss you. I miss you so much.

It’s been two months since you broke my heart and it still hurts. Once you told me that at the beginning of our relationship you thought I didn’t have as strong feelings as you did for me. That was never true but I feel like you get some sort of sick satisfaction knowing that now I want you and you don’t care about me. All I know is I am hurting more than I ever have before. The only person who can fix it is you but you’re gone forever. I loved you and you broke my heart. I wish I could just show you what this feels like. Someday I’m going to find someone who loves me and will always love me and then I’ll just see you as a small mistake.

Heartbroken,

E