I dreamt of you today. It’s funny because we met in November. It’s been 3 novembers since and I miss you. I saw something you had written today. I teared  up reading about me being your first and how much you loved me. I can see now how hard you fell for me in that short amount of time. I’m sorry I broke your heart. I wish we could talk but you made it clear that it would hurt you too much. I want you to know that I still love you. You will always have a piece of my heart baby. You were my shortest relationship but you left the biggest imprint on my heart. I feel lucky to have been your first everything. I wish I could’ve been your last. Justin, I miss you and I smile every time I see you in my dreams.