Im trying… trying so hard to get over you. Times we spent together made me realize stuff..made me realize stuff that i never understood. And people think im too young for this but you have been the best thing that has ever happened to me and my life. The way you hold me, the way you tease me..I miss them..meeting you today was a tough thing for me, very tough. I literally wanted to go down on my knees and scream at him saying why you ignored me for 2 months..why? Im confused..was it me?

You made me happy. You honestly did, its funny cause you made me feel something that i never wanted to feel. I cry, I pretend to be happy, I go out..meet friends but nothing works. You are like stuck to me..sounds creepy but you made me like this. You ignored me. I loved you, i loved you a lot. And all you say is “You deserve better.” i cry everyday when i read that line. Why did you date me, when you know that youll do this to me? I would beat myself up. I cared for you a lot. I made amazing memories with you, you even nicknamed me. Ill get over you soon..soon i hope. But i loved you a lot. You may not get me, but i do and always will love you.