Though it’s been 3 months it’s still so hard sometime. I broke down today and cried for an hour I know we’re young and you’d rather be independent, I know I fucked up so many times and didn’t take us seriously. I was insecure and just thought you were using me. I’m in a better place now though I miss you terribly though I know we can’t and won’t ever be together. You’ll always have a secret closet in my heart that only you can open. I love you still so much my first love and heartbreak we were born the same day. I should have known it was too good to be true. I still would never take a second back.