Seriously a year and a half full of roller coasters. You were my best friend, my lover, partner in crime. I instantly knew we would be together the moment we had our first conversation. You gave me a different feeling, not like most boys were I have to think of smart and funny things to say, be witty and cute and basically force it. It came so naturally. I never felt more comfortable with anyone. I feel that maybe our love was so quick and passionate, we burned right threw it.

We both changed a lot and matured, I know that. But it faded with every fight and argument and scolding I push farther and farther away. I feel like it woul be unfair after so many time to get back together to have u accept me back. I’m sorry I told you to have a bad day and you did. I really didn’t want to make you feel bad about yourself but it’s the only way to get you to let me go. That’s horrible of me I know. You were a funny and smart guy and I never gave you enough credit. Sometime I do feel like I’m not a good girlfriend with these thoughts of mine and you deserve better which is why I let you go.  Your not a bad guy and I hope get everything you wish for. I feel like it’s to late to say sorry. But I really mean it when I say I wish you the best. And maybe sometime in the future when we both have our shit together we might run into each at the right time at the right place. Maybe in another life time when where both cats . Thank you for the love you’ve given me. It really means a lot  more then I can put into words.