I’m in awe of how I’ve been feeling lately, because just when I thought everything was finally getting pieced back together YOU disrupt my piece of mind. Now I use the word disrupt litely because at first it seamed unreal like all the butterflies came back alive. And that didn’t last very long. Why leave me for months, then comeback if you didn’t intend to stay???  I guess I crossed your mind and it was something to do. I’m not mad at you and I’ve given myself the apology you could not give but I can’t let you break my heart Twice. You haven’t been the guy I fell in love with for awhile and I know you don’t love me how you once did. So before you decide you want to leave again I am officially no longer available to you in anyway