All I wanted to do was love you because I saw more than the world and society’s expectations in you. In you I saw that I could let go of everything this world says you need to have. Why can’t love be so simple? I just wanted to live in you and be with you everyday of my life. I just wanted to be the one that you could come to when everything went wrong. I didn’t know you wanted more. I didn’t know you wanted to become more than just you and me together chasing the sun. All I know is that I loved you so much.
I guess I Just need more time to find myself in this cruel world. But please know that I love you so much and I just wanted you to be happy no matter what it took. Simple life. Simple love. Simple us. We met on such free spirited terms. We wanted nothing to do with anyone or anything this world says. But you couldn’t understand that. You wanted more and I’m sorry that I wasted your time. I’m sorry I hurt you and I’m sorry for thinking that I was ready. Picking up the pieces of what we had really hurts me now. I wish I never knew you because now I must restart my life and figure things out. Now I must get up and pick up where I left off. I thought I was ready for what you wanted. Please don’t blame me for how I am. I love you. I always have. I always will. Now getting over you is the hardest part.