im sorry that I still think of you most nights even though where not together im sorry that I cant make you happy like you want I get this sick feeling in my stomach knowing that your just floating in my head and not being able to do anything about it iv tried to move on so many times but have failed because its always you that makes me not wanting to be with anyone else or to even be happy but I don’t understand why I cant just tell you how I feel because you make me so angry and hurt you left me for someone I couldn’t even compete with because you I know I wouldn’t have the guts to win you back so im sorry that I still feel the same but  maybe I should just keep moving forward instead of feeling like this