I lost you. It’s over. It hurts. You were never all that good to me. My parents didn’t like you but I loved you. I loved everything about you. I’ve never loved someone this much. Not even my parents. Every time you’re around my mood changes. All I do is think about you. I love all the little things about you. The way your eyes light up when you talk about something you love, the way you smirk at me, the way you’re so gentle when we have sex, how you can never focus in school, or how I’m always you’re #1. Maybe you don’t think we will last forever.. But I do. I know we will. I feel it. I can’t help it. I have a feeling like you’re the one. Like I’m gonna have a big white wedding with you, have 2 kids (2 boys of course). Maybe that’s not what you think. But that’s what I think. & we may not make it through college together but we will end back up together. I love you. I hope you miss me as much as I miss you.