When you ended it with me, not only did you shatter my heart, but you ruined me. Tell me, what was I supposed to do when I was sitting in the car with my dad and our song came on the radio and I fucking broke down? How was I supposed to ever look into someone’s hazel eyes again? No matter how hard I tried, every single thing I encountered brought me back to you. I couldn’t pass your favorite store without feeling a heaviness in my chest. I couldn’t stop thinking about all of our plans together. When you ended it with me, I promised myself I wouldn’t hate you. But that changed when you were fucking laughing and having a good time with another girl not even 24 hours after we broke up. You said you wouldn’t let me go without a fight. You said I was yours for a long time. How come I was the only one fighting to stay with you? You were ready to give up, as I begged you to stay. No, I give myself permission to hate you. You destroyed everything for me. You lost the girl who loved you more than anyone. I never thought I’d be able to say it, but I am so happy we aren’t together anymore. Because you claimed you loved me, but you barely showed it. You lured me in with the sweetest of words, but never backed them up. I realize now it was your loss, because I loved you selflessly and finding another love like mine won’t be easy.
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I read this and felt like crying.Your words have so much meaning to me I know how it feels to be left out and to see the person you loved soo much ruin your life dream like that so fast.It hurts more than anything how they promise you the world and you fall for it.
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I feel your pain. My ex left me after 8 years and didn’t even do to my face. He did it on the phone. These are not men. They are garbage
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After days of hearing nothing, I got a text from my fiance of 5 years, ending it.
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