Your will, Lord, not mine

Your will, Lord, not mine

Your will, Lord, not mine

LTME postMy love,

Words can’t decribe how much I miss you. I was a fool for mistreating you, because you were so good to me. You gave me love when I didn’t even deserve it, but my personal issues eventually drove us to the end of something good. You left me and gave up on us because you were at your limit. You had so much stress already and I didn’t help you in your time of need. Instead, I chose to be selfish. I took you for granted. For that, I’m so sorry. You were my one and only true love, and I still believe I was yours too. I know we had problems, but we know there’s no one else in the world we would rather be with.

I believe this breakup was God’s will. I have changed so much since we ended and I finally feel like I am who He intended for me to be. I finally feel like I could be the woman you need, but I know you need your space right now. All I can do is wait patiently and know that all things come to pass in His timing, not my own.

You are the greatest man I have ever known. I love you more than anything and I pray everyday that I have a second chance with you, just to give you everything you deserve. I pray that you continue to seek God and that you continue to have a close relationship with Him, because He loves you and cares for you. I hope I can be a manifestation of His love for you again… someday.


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